the space between

currently listening to...

joss stone - "music"

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it's that feeling you get when you think about nothing except that very moment you're residing in
living in...
breathing in...
contemplating
existentialism
thinking meaningful thoughts of existence
permutations of life
and all it has to offer

it's the space between knowing what lies ahead...
and not having a single clue

between a moment of inspiration...
and hesitation

between interchanges...
stuck in perpetual motion

the space between...
a moment of reflection
positive stimulation

wandering
with no sense of direction
smiling on the inside... knowing everythings gonna be all right
because you're just in...
the space between

peaks and valleys

lately my favourite time of day is the 15 second intermission from life i get each weekday between castle frank and broadview

once during my morning commute and once on my way home

15 seconds where everything is going my way

15 seconds where all i see and feel is the vastness of the city that surrounds me

15 seconds of being open to all possibilities...

and then...

it's all but gone

but
at least
i had
those 15 seconds

rainy days and melodies

currently listening to...

groove theory - "hello it's me"

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after running errands today i walked home in the rain... i don't know what it is about walking amongst a light rain fall but it does something to my insides

a little nostalgic about simpler times but feeling good about my state of mind and the path i'm on

less than three weeks until the real world is upon me and i'm a mix of emotions... excited, nervous, tired, worried, curious - the list goes on

i can't help but think of the overused cliche - "the future is now"

i feel like things are at my fingertips and within my grasp, i just need to stretch a little further to make the grab

trying to take things one step at a time and see where it leads - live for the moment and don't take anything for granted - a new motto perhaps?

time will tell

something, better than nothing

so it's been forever and a day since i've posted on here... there's been a ton of stuff going on but no excuses, here are some thoughts to tie you over until bigger and better posts are upon us...

took a look around and found...
nothing ventured, nothing gained

feelings of uneasiness, tension and uncertainty encompass me...
pushing through
encountering moments of doubt but more importantly, moments of hope and encouragement

who knows what tomorrow'll bring
one day at a time... i get by