small world

currently listening to...

holly brook "all will be forgotten"

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so i'm finished... now what?

i feel like there should be some monumental, earth shattering... "thing"

i don't know, call it a celebration, call it mourning - 20 years of schooling is complete and i now have two degrees under my belt... phew!

so many lessons learned - academically, emotionally, mentally... you get the picture

i'd be lying if i said i wasn't terrified at this very moment

the last six months have been overwhelming - academically, emotionally, mentally... see a pattern here?

i feel as though i'm looking for answers to impossible questions...

do you ever feel like the world is this huge thing that's going to swallow you up whole?

one day i think i have it figured out and the next, everything is a topsy turvy mess and i don't know which way is up

can only put trust and faith in what lies ahead and know that things do have a way of working themselves out for the best...

i just wish the stars wouldn't take so long to align and that i could at least see a small light at the end of the tunnel that would show me there's life out there... some semblance of what the future might hold

too deep?

perhaps... but the world is a vast place, until you turn around and see hundreds of faces with the same exasperated "what am i doing here?" look... it's then that you realize...

we're all in the same boat