revelations, resurrections and a little self indulgence

today i truly took new steps
call it the path to self-realization or whatever you wish, but...

"getting back to me," words spoken with precision by others, have taken on a personal meaning

this evening i started very simply, with a little self indulgence:

• i purchased my feel good movie of the year - 'the holiday' for those who are interested... i've watched it three times in the last three months, which might not sound like a lot but for a girl who doesn't usually get much replay value out of movies - watch'em, talk about'em and for the most part leave'em - it's a big deal
• i also picked up the latest issue of new york magazine because really, why not?
• while in indigo i also purchased a trashy chic-lit novel, again, why not? don't get me wrong, i love reading 'real' literature - books i can really sink my teeth into but i've got to admit that i also really love a good puff piece every once in awhile
• took the long way home and also picked up my favourite beverage from starbucks - non-fat vanilla creme, no whipped cream - it's delicious... you know the feeling you get lying in a warm bath? i liken the hot drink to what this feeling would taste like if you could drink it... strange but true

... and so after all of my self indulgent behaviour, i sit here - soft music in the background, comfy clothes draped over me and reflective thoughts passing through my mind

simplicity...
thank goodness...

thank
u